OK, first off, I friggin' love the band Eyeshine! = DDDDDDDDDDDD
They're awesome in and of themeselves, and on top of that Johnny Yong Bosch (Ichigo from BLEACH, Lelouch from Code Geass) is their lead singer!!!!!!!! *___________________*
It's like hearing Lulu sing! XD And at low notes, he sounds like Gerard Way. I gotta buy the freaking albums.

And this is their YouTube page, with all 3 music videos on it. I especially like the video and song "Fighting". ^^
[link]

And for some reason, "Here Comes the End Again" stuck in my head easier than most songs. XD I was even thinking, "What song is that?!!!". And the video and song seem a little similar to (VAMPS-"I GOTTA KICK START NOW")[link] to me.

Anyway, this week, I've been trying to get answers.
So, I have 2 questions for all my female friends (from my male friends, this'd be a little odd.)

Note, I am not doing this for any personal reason than to get answers. I'm not trying to be flattered thinking all my friends are attracted to me or something, I'm just trying to figure out why for two years now, girls who don't know me say I'm cute.

I will post the results of my little study in a future journal. (Once the few people who read my journals answer. XD;;

Questions:
1. Do you think I'm cute? (appearance-wise)
2. Why?

Please, everyone answer these, it'll help me understand things better. -_-

AND I FINALLY FRICKING FINISHED HARUHI SUZUMIYA VOL. 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (took me 10 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>.ooooo;;;;

I AM FRICKING SICK OF THESE DAMN TEETH WHITENING ADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First, why do people have to mask messages in songs, and why do people try to find meaning in songs with none? "Shoeboxes in a car, eating snickers, while riding on a donkey in the Alaskan winter." I made that up in like, 3 seconds, and it has ABSOLUTELY NO MEANING!!!! Look for no meaning! Do not look at meaning!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Weirdness of this week:
-My stepdad is now a substitute teacher at my school. XD
-I wore a different tNBC shirt every day this week. ^^
-I think I'm being followed by a crazy person.

Crazy person:
As I mentioned the last week or two, someone randomly hugged me after school while I was wearing my classy shirt (according to Natalie, it's "spazzy"), and I'm now pretty sure it's the same person. A couple mornings last week, one of my friends and her friend were talking before school and talked to me a bit. Her friend was a little weird, I remember, like since I was crouched down behind my backpack because I was tired of standing, both of 'em walked over, and she touched my hair and said it was tangled.

I think one morning they went to Sonic and asked if I wanted to go, and I said no. I had no money, and we aren't supposed to leave school until after. But this Wednesday, the same girl walked up to me and asked if I knew what time the North Campus building opened for students who needed more schooltime earlier, and I said I didn't know (I don't go in early, and teachers get pissed off if I come inside to be warm when it's fricking 30 degrees out. >.<. So she asked if I wanted to walk with her to her first period class (about 30 minutes before school actually started) cause she needed to go to her English class to finish some work.

I said sure, and as we were walking away, I heard some guy (probably this guy in my 7th period who everyone in school knows and I avoid) say "Woo! Justin!" or something like that, and I just thought to myself, "Dumbass", and while we were walking, I talked about how many bugs there seemed to be (there were a LOT that day!), and that I like frogs. When I mentioned that I hate how pollution is mutating frogs, she asked if I was some kind of hippie that doesn't at meat, and I answered that I like normal meats like beef, chicken, and fish. And there was a praying mantis on someone's truck grill, she thought it was dead, but I looked, it was perfectly fine and licking something off it's foot. XD

She stopped twice to talk to her friends, including this one guy who's in my second period class. Anytime she started talking to them, I just wandered around and stared at things like I normally do. Finally, we got to the building and just before going into her class (which incidentally was the same English class I had Freshman year), she asked for a hug, and as usual, I half-assed did it, just quickly holding one arm behind the parson. Then she said bye and I walked back to my standing spot.

Then on Thursday, before and after school, she asked for hugs again, and again, half-assed. Then today, she walked past me and didn't even say hi, which I was kind of happy about. It kinda scares me when people pay me attention when I don't even know them. I actually had to ask my friend to confirm if it was the same person and what the girl's name was.

And one of the mornings last week, this girl was talking about how all guys "want only one thing" unless "they have a serious mental problem", and when I answered "I have a serious mental problem!", because I seem to only want everything but that! XD Well, then she said "You're mine", or something along those lines and I leaned back in dramatic awesome ness shouting "No! Never!!!!! >__<", and my friend kept trying to remind her I have a girlfriend.

..... I lead a very bizarre life, don't I? And I realized the other day, one of my friends' name can be shortened to "Bob", so I keep calling him Bob lately. XD


It seems I like when people realize something random about me. XD

Today in team sports, I was finally on team 2, instead of team 1. I was supposed to block this one guy, but I don't know how to block, and he was too fast. Our team lost by one point when our coach, who plays quarterback for both teams sometimes, passed it to the other team with like 6 seconds left.

BUT! I managed to tag one guy, (we aren't allowed to play tackle football, thank god) I almost tagged another, but he ran around me, and some other guy got him, i think. At one point, the ball was kicked towards me, so I picked it up and ran it, the same guy I nearly tackled later tried to knock the ball out of my hands, but messed it up and didn't manage to tag me, and I ran from roughly the 20-yard line ALL THE FREAKING WAY across the field to the endzone for a touchdown, and because I could barely breathe, I screwed up the field goal and couldn't play right for a few minutes, then the coach threw the ball to me from a short distance away.

I had just thought, "If I have to run any more, I'm gonna puke!", and I had to run about 20 more yards before this big (in a flabby kinda way) Hispanic guy tagged me. He just slapped at my left chest and back, and it hurt a bit, so I went 'Ow!' and laughed. XD And earlier, I can't remember when, I was tagged another time, but It didn't hurt at all that time.

It was fun. ^^

(As soon as she reads this, Nat's probably going to frickin' scream. XD; )

And for those still wondering, I write 'neat' as 'neet' lately because they use the word a lot in Sayonara, Zetsubou-Sensei, and I really like how funny it is (and I've told one of my friends she's probably going to be one soon and she laughed. XD). NEET is a word used in the UK and Japan that refers to those who are "Not (currently engaged) in Employment, Education, or Training. XD

First, my typing's screwed up from reading about Pokemon glitches. >.<

Now (the whys):
1. Why does deviantART (which is not in it's own spellcheck. XD [neither is spellcheck. XD]) spell favorite with a u, if it's an American company?!!!!!!!

[EDIT:]
2. Why do nihilists, who believe in no great point in existence, still continue to live, laugh, reproduce, and have hobbies (like Nietzsche grew that ugly-large mustache and wrote books)? If they believe they won't have an afterlife, wouldn't death be better for them than a supposedly pointless life? But even so, they'd probably flip out and kill people first just because it wouldn't matter to them, although, this would ironically make them live forever in people's minds. How odd. XD

3. Why do atheists still say "Oh, my god!", "Goddamnit!", "Jesus Christ!", and "For the love of God!" if they don't believe in any god? Seems a bit odd. And the term atheists is a little too covering. The word 'atheist' means someone who doesn't believe in the existence of a god, while some believe one exists but for some bizarre reason are unwilling to show any belief or kindness towards it.

Also:

I remembered the #1 thing I hate about girls, and another additional thing! ^^

14. Girls seem to be lame around guys.

I've seen several girls who will sit with a group of guys they slightly know, and regardless of how derogatory, insulting, or disgusting their comments in relation to her are, she just laughs and says, "shut up!", "you're mean!" or something like that and CONTINUES TO SIT WITH THE FUCKERS!!!!!!!

If someone ever started that shit with me, I wouldn't just sit there and titter like a crack-addled whore. Girls should at least tell them to "fuck off" and just walk away, or not get near the assholes in the first place!!!!!!!!

15. Girls are quite naive.

[This is also at fault for guys who can't tell the difference between being nice and wanting to become closer.]

It seems in most rape cases for teens, it's usually a girl leaves her drink alone with a guy she just met, goes to similar guy's house after just meeting him, or some other dumb shit like that. If you smell bug spray, don't stay around to look for the bug bomb.

Pretty much, I hate that so many girls just seem to be unable to think things out clearly. Like for instance, walking out of public view into a dark corridor or alley. Chances are, in a place where no one who could help could hear or see you, it's not a good idea to be there.

It's the same reason kids shouldn't ride/walk with strangers or sell candy door to door anymore. I just hate the idea of good people (especially those I know) having momentary lapses and doing stuff that is unsafe and may get them hurt. Y'know?